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12 SONGS THAT MAKE ME HAPPY!

#12 That's What You Get- Paramore

#11 For A Pessimist I'm Pretty Optimistic- Paramore

#10 Crushcrushcrush- Paramore

#9 the rest PAnic At the Disco's songs! (can i do that?)

#8 Epiphany- Sweeney Todd

#7 A Whole New World- Aladdin (cause he's freakin awesome!)

#6 Welcome to The 60's- Hairspray

#5 Living On A Prayer- Bon Jovi (hehe)

#4 Panic- Name Taken

#3 The City is At War- Cobra Starship

#2 Camisado- Panic At the Disco

#1 NINE IN THE AFTERNOON- Panic At the Disco

Just to let you know (it's a little confusing) I skipped a bunch of my stories cause they were sorta boring so this one is actually the next year.. in my book (lol) it's actually the 14th but if you want me to post the other ones i will ok ;) oh and by the way Brendon and Lola are in this one!

June 30, 2011 summer > midday

"Lola we should throw a party tonight!" I said "we should!" Lola said "we'll play a bunch of games! and roast marshmellows! by the way.. did you bring your iHome?" i asked her "of course i did!" she said. We planned the party until about 6 pm! "Lilla you can invite everyone one and I'll set up everything" Lola said "ok see ya" i said heading over to tell Brendon and Ryan. "Hey guys Lola and I are throwing a party" I told them "where is Lola?" Brendon asked "she's getting everything ready you can go help her if you want but i have to go tell Jon and Spencer" I said walking away I went to find Ryan's friends Jon and Spencer. "Hi.. you may not know me but I'm Ryan's girlfriend and we're thowing a party and you're invited" i told them "ok thanks you'll see us there!" Spencer said. While i was walking back I ran into Sam so I went ahead and told him to come to (since we are friends now). Then I went to help Lola, around 8 everyone started arriving. We decided to play hide and seek first, everywhere i went Ryan followed me! Usually we were found first because Ryan kept telling me he loved me! Next we played truth or dare, I picked dare, they dared me to go jump in the river! "ok! I will you watch me" I said "I'll go with her!" Ryan said "go ahead" Brendon said. I took Ryan's hand and we ran and jumped in! It was COLD if you thought it was cold during the day time you should jump in at night!! Ryan and I got out soaked and sat back down in the grass shivering and holding each other close to get warm again. We played spin the bottle next, I spun it and it landed on Ryan, what a coincidence! I took his hand and kissed him, then Lola spun it and it landed on Sam. "Why did Lilla's land on Ryan" she said angrily to herself. After Lola kissed Sam she said "I quit this game can we just eat marshmellows now?!" she got up and everyone followed her. I got a stick to roast marshmellows on and went to sit around the fire with everyone else. Then Ryan sits beside and motions me to come closer, I get closer to him and puts his arm around me, then I lay my head on his shoulder. I took my marshmellow out of the fire and Ryan took it off for me, I look up at him and take a bite. He starts rubbing my leg kind of nervously "I love you" he said "I love you 2" I told him. I looked around and everyone was staring at us "what" i said "oh nothing" Lola said "ok well Ryan and I are going on a walk" I said. Ryan got up and helped me up we held hands and started walking down the gravel road "have you seen the movie hairspray?" I asked Ryan "yea" he said "well.. you're the Link to my Tracy" I said. He stopped for a second and smiled "you're the Tracy to my Link" he said I laughed "I love you Ryan" I told him. All of a sudden he started picking up rocks and putting then on the side of the road he moved and I saw what it was.... It said "Ryan and Lilla <3"

THE END =D

This is my favorite one I've written so far :D hehe I think you know why ;)

July 4, 2010 summer

I got up the next morning grabbed my cell phone and ran outside to see Ryan. "Hey" Ryan said "LILLA I SAID YOU COULDN'T SEE HIM AGAIN" my mom yelled at me "you know what mom? I don't care I love him! and he loves me and you can't seperate love!" I yelled back at her then grabbed Ryan's hand and started running. "Where are we going" he asked me "i don't know anywhere but here" i said but I really did know.. it was a place no one knew about! A place where there were no parents.. we would be alone... just me and him... finally! "Here we are" I said stopping behind tons of trees but i mean.. it was pretty nice cause there was a tire swing and silence! I sat down in the tire swing and Ryan started to push me "this is a cool place" Ryan said "you find new places everyday!" I said. "So.... how long are we going to be in cognito?" Ryan asked "well.. whenever they come looking for us" I said. "Why did your mom not want us to see each other?"  he said "I don't know.. she has problems but I love you way to much to stop seeing you!" I told him "I love" he said but I interuppted him "shh what was that" I heard someone yelling "Lilla, Ryan!" but I didn't know where they were. "You 2" he whispered Ryan and I started running back to the place where we were camping. I went inside and got some marshmellows "do you want any marshmellows?" i asked Ryan "yea sure" he said I threw him one. "Hey! I FOUND THEM GUYS" someone yelled pretty soon almost all of my family and Ryan's came back and found us eating marshmellows! "I'm glad we found you" my mom said "and sorry... I didn't realize that you 2 really like each other.." I quickly said "it's ok." "It's the 4th of July people! come on let's get some fireworks going!" Ryan said we all sat on the ground while my dad lit the fireworks. Ryan looked at me, so.. I looked at him and he was getting closer to me again! No more interupptions... hopefully, finally his lips touched mine and I loved it :-* we pulled away from each other and EVERYONE was staring at us! "Ryan this has been the best week ever thanks to you" I told him

THE END

July 3, 2010 summer night

Ryan and I and some other people that were camping too started playing flashlight tag... Sam was "it" and he picked Ryan 2 be "it" with him. I didn't quite get that... I thought Sam hated Ryan... but I guess not so of course Sam is gonna come after me so I started running and I looked behind me to see where he was but I didn't know Ryan was running towards me and I ran right into him and fell on him! "Got ya" Ryan said poking me I smiled at him and started laughing. Was this where we were finally gonna kiss? "LILLA" my mom yelled OF COURSE ITS NOT! I got off of Ryan and helped him up and then went to see what my mom wanted. "Yea mom?" I said "Is that Ryan?" she asked me "yea.." i said wondering where she was going with this "well I don't want you to see Ryan again" she said "MOM Y NOT?" I said about to cry "I saw what you were doing over there" she said "what were we doing? I fell" (clumsy cause im falling in love hehe) I said "she's telling the truth" I turned around and saw that Sam was actually backing me up! HA she had believe me now!! "ok.. well.. I still dont want you see him.." she said I ran until I reached the bank of the river I sat down and cried. A few minutes later Sam came and sat beside me. "I just wanted to say sorry..." he said "it's ok.. thanks for backing me up" i said "your welcome.. I know how much you like him.. even though I like you... I just wanted help" he said "you know.. this is crazy its been years since we've been friends" I said "yea i know... what happened" he asked "i don't even know... let's try being friends again ok.." I said "ok sounds good" he said "well i better go.. its kind of late" i told him get up "ok i'll walk back with you."

THE END

June 30, 2010 summer

As i was waiting for Ryan I got bored (i was early this time! usually he's waiting on me so i wanted to get here early and wait on him) I started kicking a soccer ball around. I accidently kicked it too hard I so i ran after it.. someone stopped the ball but I couldn't stop so I just hugged the person "guess who?" the person said "RYAN!!!!!!!!" I said hugging him even harder! "Hey Lilla I'm really sorry but i can't do anything today.. my mom has me doing things for her today" Ryan said "oh... it's ok" I told him "thanks.. i'll be back tonight ok.. i promise" Ryan said. GREAT now what am i supposed to do? 

Later around... 8pm i was sitting outside waiting for Ryan to come back "where did Ryan go Lilla? Did he break up with you?" Sam asked "No, he had things to do for his mom and plus where not even dating yet" i said I would've said something else to him but my cell phone was ringing! "hello" i said knowing it was Ryan "hey Lilla! I'm almost there" he said "ok!! hurry" i said "ok bye I love you" he said hanging up. A few minutes later Ryan's car drove by and I ran to greet him! "Hey Rycake" i said as he got out of his car "hey bab.... Lilla" he said blushing "I have to ask you something.." he said "ok what?" i asked "not here.. somewhere alone" he said. I felt a sudden chill of excitment  but at the same time.. worry. He lead me some where in the dark behind trees.. "ok.. well.. we've known each other for a few days now and I really like you and i want to be friends.... close CLOSE friends" he said "you mean... you want to be my boyfriend?" i said "YES!" Ryan finally said. I smiled at him "I want that 2" i said "YES" he  yelled "i mean... I love you" he said we almost kissed again RIGHT THERE but I had to go in.. stupid curfew ruins everything "bye RyCake see you tomorrow" I yelled back as I was running "ok! Bye" he said.

THE END

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Summer of June 29, 2010

The millasecond I got up and called Lola again!

LILLA: Lola? LOLA: yea? LILLA: he likes me! LOLA: how do you know?! LILLA: well #1 he practically said so! and #2 he almost kissed me! LOLA: almost? LILLA: yea, that jerk of a jerky stick Sam ruined it! LOLA: that retardo! esta emamorado! LILLA: he he! oh! got to go! I've gotta meet Ryan! LOLA: you go meet him girl! LILLA: bye! LYLABFS! LOLA: LYLABFS!

I ran to see Ryan again I was SO nervous I could hear my heart beat! "Hey," I said. "Hey," he said. "What do you want to do today?" He asked. "You can pick," I said. "I know this AMAZING place! We could finally be alone!" he said. What Ryan didn't know is that Sam was listening to our conversation and was planning to follow us! "ok! lead the way!" i said excitedto get away from Sam and be alone with Ryan for once!! "k.. let's go!" he said! We got up and started walking toward the river. Half the time we were quiet... mostly cause I was pretty shy!! "So.. where are we going?" I said trying to start a conversation "you'll see! it's right up here!" he said. I seriously had NO idea where we were going.. I've been to the river several times but I never saw anything special about it. "It's right up.." he turned me around "there" he said pointing to a broken concrete with a trail going.... somewhere on the other end. "We have to cross that?!" I asked "yea! Don't worry! I'll be right here!" he said "you go first so I'll be behind you" he said. I hesitated and crossed the bridge.. I finally made it to the other side! ALIVE!! I started following Ryan again to go to this AMAZING place he's been talking about! We got to the top of a hill and Ryan finally told me this was it! "WOW! I really like it here" I said looking around "i know! it's amazing right!" he said "yea!" i said I sat down on a rock beside Ryan. He was trying to kiss me again but I did what I did yesterday! I winged it! Sam drove by almost hitting us with his bike! "SAM! I swear! if you don't leave us alone i'm gonna let you see a side of Lilla you DON'T wanna see!" I said "ooooh vicious" Ryan said. Sam got mad and left, "finally..." i said annoyed "he REALLY gets on my nerves" I said. " I used to like him but he pretty much said he thought i was ugly 2 my face!" I said angry "You?" Ryan said "yea.." I said "how?" he said "i don't know... I just wish he'd leave me.. us alone!" I said "next time I'll get the heck on him!" he said laughing. "Well.. we better go back now.." Ryan said "yea.. let's go" Ryan lead the way out but.. part of the bridge was missing! "Sam.." i said "take my hand!" Ryan said I took his hand and he helped me across! At the last part of the bridge Ryan had to jump to land and then I jumped and he caught me "Ryan... thanks" I said "your welcome" he said. "So.. on the way back so it's not silence like on the way there... tell me somethings about you!" Ryan said. "ok well... my birthday is October 14 my best friend IN THE WHOLE WORLD is Lola we've been BFF since kindergarden" i said "since kindergarden? I've only know my best friend since middle school his name is Brendon! My birthday is August 30!" he said "cool" I said

Nothing exciting really happening between then and that night so... bye :D

I called Lola the next morning RIGHT when I got up!

LOLA: hello? ME: HEY! LOLA: hey Lilla what's up? ME: something's up! LOLA: oh really? what? ME: Ryan LOLA: who's that? ME: a guy that i met yesterday LOLA: OMG is he hot? ME: OF COURSE!! LOLA: I wanna see him! when you get a picture send it to me! ME: of course I will Lola! LILLA: thanks Lilla!! ME: your welcome hey i gotta go! love ya bye!

I hung up and ran outside to meet Ryan again, when i got there he was waiting on me! "I'm sorry! I was on the phone! and..." "it's ok!" he said. I smiled and I looked him... we sat in silence for a while! COME ON LILLA think of a conversation! "Oh! Do you want to go swimming?" Ryan asked "Sure!" i said "ok meet you down there!" I quickly changed and ran to the swimming pool I waited until Ryan came! "Hey" i said as he walked in "hey" he said "let's jump in!" he said. He took my hand and we jumped together!            

We were sitting on the edge of the diving board together when I looked at Ryan and saw him looking at me!  All of a sudden he started getting closer to me! What do I do?!?! I just started getting closer to him 2! Then Sam ran and jumped in the water and made a HUGE splash "SAM! LEAVE US ALONE" i yelled I got out and Ryan followed me. "What's up with that kid?" Ryan asked "i don't know.. he likes me though.." i said "I can see why... i mean.. did i just say that?" he asked. "Too late RyCake it came out!! oops.. so did that!" I said. Good going again Lilla! I blushed but then I looked at him and he smiled "I like that" he said. "Really?!" i asked "yea" "ok! From now on your RyCake to me!" I said. "So... when are you going back to Blacksburg?" I asked "the 5th" he said "me 2.. I'll miss you" I said. Did I just say that? I suddenly realized his reaction.. "I'll miss you 2" he said I smiled at him and siad "well.. i better go.. Goodnight" I said "Goodnight! tomorrow?" he said "yea.. tomorrow" i said. I turned around and walked away leaving him alone I hated to do that but I was really tired. I still couldn't believe he said he'd miss me though! I went to bed and thought about the day and I stared drifting to sleep.

I'll post another one tomorrow!

Lilla is me.... Lola is my BFF Cassidy :D and Sam is a real guy he's a jerk though :p

Summer of June 27, 2010

"Hi Lilla!" Sam said, he was totally in love with me you could tell! What happened to that when I liked him? Yes, I used to like him but he was a jerk so i got over him quickly! "Hi" I said annoyed, by the way right we're at a camp ground (yes this camp ground exiists i got here every summer) "what do you want to do since you just got here?" he asked me but i didn't here him because a hot guy just walked past us! "WHOA" i said "WHAT?!" Sam said looking "nothing" i said. "so.. what do you want to do?" he asked again "NOTHING I'll do whatever I want to and you'll leave me alone!!!!!!!" I yelled at him "ok fine" he said backing off. Half of the day I sat on the swings listening to my iPod thinking about that guy! Suddenly I look over at Sam and he's staring at me! Was he watching me this whole time "freak" i said to myself. "Hi: said a voice behind me, I quickly turned around... IT WAS THAT GUY! "H-h-h-hi" I managed to say, "Can I sit with you?" he asked "YES.. I mean... sure" i said then he sat beside me! "What's your name?" he asked me, "Lilla" I said "cute name he said. HE SAID MY NAME WAS CUTE OMG!!! "And you are?" I said casually "Ryan" he said. "oh that's hot" i whispered "what?" he said "i mean cool i said your name was cool!" i said. Good going Lilla! "Where are you from?" he asked "Blacksburg, Virginia" i said "me 2!" he said. "No way!!" i said "yea!" he said "well... i better go.. dinner time" he said "yea me 2" i said. "Tomorrow maybe?" he asked "maybe? of course?" i said. He laughed and left, i watched him to see where he was camping, then I left. "Fun night?" Sam asked "best one ever" i said "me to i had a party.. without you" he said trying to make me mad. "That's not working with me... i saw you sitting there..." i said "MAN" he said angry! That night was a once in a lifetime chance! and I'll NEVER forget it!

ok that was my story well im writing more of once in a lifetime and if u liked this one then i'll post more

i was tagged by lero4ka :p

ok well.... im 14 and not even in high school yet.... so lets get this started.. lol

#1 do well in school and get in a good college (thats VERY important n my family)

#2 meet Panic! At the Disco (or at least Ryan)

#3 become famous! singer actress i don't care i like them both!

#4 hmm..... let's c.... go 2 europe....

#5 prove 2 non-believers that the way the world was made is written down 4 them RIGHT there in the bible (unlike how scientist say it was caused by an explosion that's retarded.... the planets and stars are perfect circles and if it was an explosion then they wouldn't b.... scientists should know that..... that just pisses me off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) ok sry.... it just makes me mad!

#6 uhh....... learn how 2 cook...

#7 um... get really good at writing stories and make a book

umm.............................. i can only think of 7... so yea..

This is a song from the movie hairsparay but i changed the words cause I was bored... so yea... u dont have 2 read this if u dont want to... but this song is called without love.. and is sung by Link, Tracy, Seaweed, and Penny but my version is by Me & Ryan and I'm Jackie k... yea its a long story... kind of like an inside joke thing so people call me Jackie at school and it went better in the song than Makenzy did so i used it :) hehe

RYAN
Once i was a selfish fool
Who never understood
I never looked inside myself
Though on the outside, i looked good!
Then we met and you made me
The man i am today
Jackie, i'm in love with you
No matter what you weigh
'Cause... 
Without love
Life is like the seasons with
No summer
Without love
Life is rock 'n' roll without
A drummer (spencer =O)
Jackie, i'll be yours forever
'Cause I never wanna be
Without love
Jackie, never set me free
No, i ain't lyin'
Never set me free, Jackie,
No, no, no!!

JACKIE
Once i was a simple girl
Then stardom came to me
But i was still a nothing
Though a thousand fans may
Disagree
Fame was just a prison
Signing autographs a bore
I didn't have a clue
'Til you came banging on my door 
That without love
Life is like my dad without his bromo
Without love
Life is making out with perry como!
Ryan, i'll be yours forever
'Cause i never wanna be
Without love
So Ryan, never set me free

JACKIE & RYAN

I'm yours forever

JACKIE

never set me free!
Yeah, yeah, yeah!


JACKIE
In my ivory tower
Life was just a hostess snack
But now i've tasted chocolate
And i'm never going back

RYAN, & JACKIE
'Cause without love

RYAN
Life is like a beat that you can't follow

RYAN, & JACKIE
Without love

JACKIE
Life is doris day at the apollo

RYAN, & JACKIE
Darling, i'll be yours forever
'Cause i never wanna be
Without love

RYAN
So Jackie, never set me free

JACKIE
I'm yours forever
Never set me free

RYAN
If you're locked up in this prison, Jac
I don't know what i'll do

JACKIE
Ryan, i've got to break out
So that i can get my hands on you

RYAN
And girl, if i can't touch you
Now i'm gonna lose control

RYAN
Sweet freedom is our goal

RYAN
Jac, i wanna kiss ya!

JACKIE
Then i can't wait for parole!

JACKIE & RYAN
'Cause without love

RYAN
Life is like a prom that won't invite us

JACKIE & RYAN
Without love

RYAN
Life's getting my big break and laryngitis

JACKIE & RYAN

Without love

JACKIE

Life's a '45' when you can't buy it

JACKIE & RYAN
Without love
Like a week that's only mondays
Only ice cream never sundaes
Like a circle with no center
Like a door marked "do not enter!"

JACKIE

Ryan I'll be ours forever 'Cause I never wanna be...
Without love

JACKIE & RYAN
Yes now you've captured me
JACKIE

Without love

JACKIE & RYAN
I surrender happily

RYAN
Without love

JACKIE
Oh Ryan

JACKIE & RYAN
Never set me free
No, no, no
No, i ain't lyin'
Never set me free 
No, no, no
No, i dont wanna live without

JACKIE
Love, love, love

RYAN
Yeah, yeah, yeah

JACKIE & RYAN
Darling, you had best believe me,
Never leave me without love!

Once in a lifetime means there's no second chance so i beleive that you and me should grab it while we can make it last forever and never give it back it's our turn and i'm loving where we're at because this moments really all we have everyday of our life wanna find you there wanna hold on tight gonna run while we're young and keep the faith! everyday from right now gonna use our voices and scream out loud take my hand together we will celebrate! we're taking it back we're doing it here together it's better like that and stronger now than ever i'm not gonna loss cause we get to choose that's how it's gonna be!

we'll be together come whatever not just staring at the stars! just remember that no one else can tell us who we are we'll be together so don't ever stop listening to your heart cause I can't turn mine off!

i can't unlove you can't do that no matter how i try i'll never turn my back on someone who loved me too! i can do most anything i have to but i can't unlove you why would i want to?

when you look me in the eyes and tell me that you love me everythings alright when you're right here by my side! when you look me in the eyes i catch a glimpse of heaven i find my paradise!

to hear your voice above the noise i know i'm not alone, you're singing to me when i hear my favorite song i know that we belong you are the music in me!

when it's not alright when it's not ok will you try to make me feel better? will you say alright? will you say ok? will you stick with me through whatever? or run away?

all you ahve to do is call my name no matter how close or far away ask me once and i'll come running and when i can't be with you dream me near keep me at your heart and i'll appear all you gotta do is turn around close your eyes look inside i'm right here

I LOVE YOU RYAN :-*

hey guyses!! umm yea well im bored and hyper and im waiting 4 my aunt 2 get here and take me with her xD so im gonna say whatever comes 2 my head and write it down here!!

ME: can I poke u?   SHANNON: *sigh* sure    ME: *poke* oh yea i'm a rebel!!

me and you sitting in a honeymoon!!!

I LOVE RYAN ROSS!!!!!!!!!!!!

it's kind of fun isn't it? breaking the rules?  who r u and what have u done with hermoine granger?!     -Harry Potter and the Goblit of Fire (im such a nerd lol)

apples- are my friends, are my health, are my addiction

my dad needs 2 get out of my room

i found a cookie in my backpack.. should i eat it?!

it's cooooooold outside!! i wish it would snow

i named him sparky... i like that name -fred at the park

i want bridgy 2 come over sometime! we can walk to the park! and walk 2 wendy's and get a frosty!

praying for love in a lapdance.... and PAYING IN NEVIETY!

ok that episodes over!!! lol

toodly woodlyz!

(ps.. now u know how random I reli am!! lol)

HEY!! NEW YORK CITY WAS SOO MUCH FUN!! i loved it! now i miss it so much!! :'[ NYC makes where I live look like nothing! they have everything! if u want starbucks just walk around the corner and you'll find one! OMG they have this bakery place there that makes the BEST cupcakes mMmMmM I want one RELI badly!! they were SOOO good! and this other place makes the best cheesecake!!!!!!! I got triple chocolate fudge cheeseckae or something like that but I'll tell u this it was the best cheesecake i've ever had in my life! we went to the top of the empire state building! I'm afraid of heights so I was freaking out before we got up there!! but when we got up there I calmed down! It was SOO beautiful! the lights from the buildings were just so pretty! I even went to the edge and looked at the ground (there was a fence don't worry!) we went ice skating at rockefeller center! THAT was fun! we skated for an hour and a half! but it was awesome! OO and we were eating hotdogs and sitting on these stairs and I fed one pigeon and they all came over to us lol they would actually eat it from your hands!! we went to times square and went to the HUGE m&m store!! I love that store :] it was so big! (I got m&m cards for David a guy in my class that I like he collects them.. I didn't want to but Cassidy thinks he likes me and wanted me to buy them 4 him.. I'm not sure what to say! I'm always nervous around him (I'm always like crazy in class and I'll be dancing or something then he'll start watching me and I'll stop so it's always obvious who I like haha perentheses inside perentheses lol sorry).. do i drop them and run or do I say "I got you cards because I remembered you collected them"?

New York City showed me something else......: that Ryan and I were meant to be

I saw his initials EVERYWHERE (GRR), I saw his birthday everywhere (August 30), and I saw J&R everywhere! (Jacqueline and Ryan, people call me Jacqueline cause it's my favorite name if u want to u guys on buzznet can call me that 2 if u want)

I was walking down the street in NYC and there was a thing on the ground that said August 30! I saw 2 stores that were called J&R and there was a restaurant place called GyRo's (in my story that I'm writing my name is Gabriella and I call Ryan RyRo sometimes) and there was an R subway (that we rode almost everytime) you can think it's just a coincidence... but I think were meant 2 be... so we're 7 years apart what of it?! my friend's aunt and uncle are 10 years apart! and another friend of mine.. her parents are 7 years apart..

J & R 4EVER

I got tagged by lero4ka about a month ago lol oops sry

heres the rules:

1. I put 8 things about myself

2. i tag 8 people

3. u write 8 things about yourself

4. u tag 8 more people it's all about the 8s!!

1. my favortie movie of all time, THE NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS it's the best freaking movie EVER!! I love Jack Skellington and at FYE they have stuffed animals of him! r u wondering if i have 1... U NO IT!

2. right now i'm supposed to be writing a report right now shhh i REALLY don't want to do it! I haven't even finished the book yet and it's over 400 pages and i'm only on page 92 :p and it's due tomorrow AND guess wat else... I HAVE A SCIENCE TEST TOMORROW! i hate my school so much they never give u a fucking break! U should c how much homework i have every night I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!! take me from this hell

3. yesterday the power went out 4 6 hours straight!

4. my best friend Cassidy and I r going to the mall one day and making a bear at build a bear workshop and making i'm gona make a ghost and name it ryghost and she's making a bear and naming it brendy bear we even know how were gonna dress it and everything!! hehe :]

5. i'm moving next weekend :] i'm excited 2!

6. and umm.... i've just been imformed that Brittany Spears has a popular... it's #2 thats scary... she can't even take care of her babies but yet she can hold on to a countdown that's screwed up seriously

7. i ran out of things.... O today I went 2 a shakespeare play with my school and every since then me and my friends have been speaking like that lol like 4 example: how art thou doing this lovely afternoonth? or like my friends made up: yo brethren wat upth? lol

8. and finally George Ryan Ross.... I love him more than anything.... I can't explain it...... i've seen people reply to my comments and stuff and say they understand the feeling.... but they don't i know they don't.... I love him.... a lot..... and seriously no one can possibly love someone as much as I love him I'm serious here..... I love him.... and I always will..... it's not an obsession or a celeb crush... it's true love.. I like nobody in my school because I love him and nobody is as perfect as he is... and plus most guys at my school are jerks except for one... David he's really nice and funny I like him... but he doesn't like me :[ so yea... I love Ryan and I believe I'll love him no matter wat (i don't want to c comments that say I know how u feel.... I know that u don't)

ok I'm done.... enjoy peace out brethren may art thou haveth a joyious afternoon!

this time I got tagged by nes14rae!! luv ya!

ok umm... I'm sure u guys know wat 2 do but just n case...

1. look at my journal            2. write 8 things about yourself           3. tag 8 more people! and then list 8 things about yourself!!    4. kk got it? good

Once in a lifetime
means there’s no second chance
so I believe than you and me
should grab it while we can
Make it last forever
and never give it back
It’s our turn, and I’m loving’ where we’re at
Because this moment’s really all we have
Everyday
of our lives,
wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight
Gonna run
While we’re young
and keep the faith
Everyday
From right now,
gonna use our voices and scream out loud
Take my hand;
together we
will celebrate,
celebrate.
Oh, everyday.
They say that you should follow
and chase down what you dream,
but if you get lost and lose yourself
what does is really mean?
No matter where we’re going,
it starts from where we are.
There’s more to life when we listen to our hearts
and because of you, I’ve got the strength to start
Yeah, yeah, yeah!
Everyday
of our lives,
wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight
Gonna run
while we’re young
and keep the faith.
Everyday
from right now,
gonna use our voices and scream out loud
Take my hand;
together we
will celebrate,
Oh, everyday
We’re taking it back,
we’re doing it here
together!
It’s better like that,
and stronger now
than ever!
We’re not gonna lose.
‘Cause we get to choose.
That’s how it’s gonna be!
Everyday
of our lives,
wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight.
Gonna run
while we’re young
And keep the faith
Keep the faith!
Everyday
of our lives,
wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight.
Gonna run
while we’re young
and keep the faith
Everyday
from right now,
gonna use our voices and scream out loud
Take my hand;
together we
will celebrate,
Everyday!
Live every day!
Love everyday!
Live everyday!
Love everyday!
Everyday!
Everyday!
Everyday!
Everyday!
Everyday!
Everyday!
Everyday!
Everyday!

K idk where 2 start... I'll just start... typing haha lol                        THERE R NO..... RAINDROPS ON ROSES AND GIRLS IN WHITE DRESSES IT'S SLEEPING WITH ROACHES AND TAKING BEST GUESSES AT THE SHADE OF THE SHEETS AND BEFORE ALL THE STAINS... AND A FEW MORE OF YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THINGS! 

ALONG WITH THE PEOPLE IN....SIDE           2 hear your voice above the noise... O your singing 2 me... call me weird but that was high school musical ^_^   (you are the music in me... it's a beautiful song)                              I CAN'T WAIT TIL TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO this weekend!! I am going 2 see my friend Ashley =] and tomorrow we r goin 2 the state fair 2 c Corbin Bleu... but honestly... She likes him... WAY more than i do... But i don't c her much and she asked me 2 go with her so I said yes... and then Saturday we r going 2 go c Hairspray and then watch HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 2!!!!!!!!!!! I'm a child @ heart ok... 

hehe... I just wrote... "Ryan Ross &hearts; &hearts; &hearts;" on my arm =] last night I wrote... "=] Ryan Ross &hearts;&hearts;&hearts;" but my mom made me wipe it off cuz I wouldn't show it 2 her -_- i was thinkin... " DAMN IT"                UGH Zac Efron can't fucking sing 1 bit... how did HE get in2 High School Musical? mmmk sry... the reason I'm writing 4 only an hour is because... I have 2 read my last summer reading book =P I HATE SUMMER READING BOOKS... ISN'T SUMMER ABOUT RELAXING?! AND U CAN'T FUCKING DO THAT WHEN U'VE GOTTA READ 2 FUCKING BOOKS... AND DO A REPORT 4 EACH OF THEM! UGGGGGG and I start school next Thursday 2 GREAT!

SO... this summer... I went 2 Disney World =] IT WAS FUN!!!!!!!!! yes I rode the new ride... Expedition Everest gosh... wat kind of person do u think I am?! ANYWAYZ... IT WAS AWSM!!!!!!!!!! i rode spash mountain 2! It wasn't all that great... My friend Emily and I... didn't even get wet =[ but we were n the back... so i guess that had something 2 do with it lol OOO we went 2 typhoon lagoon 2 =] MMMMMK now... THAT was fun =] The waves n the wave pool were FREAKIN HIGH!!!! lol i think they were on crack... lol j/k ya... i heard some1 died n that wave pool... but crack kills 0.0       U no... i think i'm the 1 that's high... lol hehe j/k again hehe... I'm gonna but some pics of things that I took with my camera on buzznet preti soon... once i find the thing that u plug up 2 the computer...

sup? lol idk wat 2 talk about again... O i'll talk about my school (ya i know it's sounds lik a boring subject but not reli... my classmates r very funi) mmmmmmk My school took the middle school 2 Kings Island last year =] It was AWSM!!! we rode the drop zone and this guy that was sitting beside me was lik... it's gonna drop now... OK NOW it's gonns drop... and I'm thinkin SHUT THE HELL UP MAN cuz... your up like over 100 feet off the ground and then u just free fall... I love that ride!!! but i'm SERIOUSLY afraid of heights... so ya...O and I'm n ski club... it's where we take a bus 2 winterplace... and well u no... SKI!!!!!!!!! i love it! it's so fun!! and our very last ski club... lets c... umm... Samara, Lauren (i love her =] she's 1 of my bestest friends), Cassidy (BFFL), Cristina, Chase, Kim, and (unfortunatly) Kelsey... Marie... Crookshanks.. (whos a fuckin bitch) we all went down this slope called drop off

And it's advanced... which none of were that good... and we all fell and slid down the rest of the way and of course since it's advanced it goes STRAIGHT DOWN and we thought it was fun... so we went down it again... and no one said ANYTHING  2 us... so we got down 2 the bottom the second time... and this BITCH that worked there came up 2 us and said "I've been getting reports of you guys coming down that slope unexperienced and many of my fellow staff members have talked 2 you many times not to do that (ok as i said before NOBODY said ANYTHING 2 us...) then she said "you guys aren't skilled enough 2 b going down advanced slopes I don't want 2 c you going down them again ok" then we said yes mame and went on skiing and I promise that we did not go on that slope again... but when we went up the ski lift again and guess who was at the top...

YEA the white bitch (lol that's wat we call her or called her and i think she heard us but we didn't give a $h!t lol) and she told us that somebody that worked there saw us go down it again and that we were goofing off and $h!t like that... and we're like "no we didn't even go on this side of the mountain" Then she said that she was going 2 follow us around and make sure we didn't so...we went down an easy slope and the white bitch fell!!!!!!!!! and she said we weren't skilled enough (not skilled enough my a$$ b!tch) Then we said that we were going 2 go down an intermediate slope called cascade... so the white b!tch went ahead and went down it wen we "decided" not 2 go down Cascade... so ya... we ditched her.. then we p!$$ed her off even more... THEN she called the manager and they took us n a van 2 the lodge cuz we were n trouble (but it was time 2 go anywayz) but they didn't tell anybody... we told our principal and she got p!$$ed... cuz we didn't do anythin... I think she got us confused with some1 else...

MMMK so i got tagged by... nes14rae, s8332533, babigurljenni, and clandestinegrl798 thnx guys =) it makes me feel special lol!! 

Ok so this is wat u do if i tag u...

1. Write 8 things about u

2. then tag 8 more people

3. then make a comment on all of their profiles and tell those peepz of yours 2 come look at it... and they have 2 do the same =) got it? good =]

K so this is the 8 things about me... (and my half shitty life lol) PLZ excuse me if i cuss 2 much ok lol

#1 last night I just saw a shooting star and i was lik... OMFG!!!!!!! and started freaking out cuz I haven't seen 1 before... but i'm not tellin ANY1 my wish =] 

#2 mmmk... so... i'm a blonde, emo, weird, child at heart (hehe i love bein a retard sometimz =])... i LOVE emo guys =] they're so hot

#3 I don't have many friends... off of the internet... I only have 4 really good friends n real life.. the rest of them r starting 2 act lik bitches and they're really starting 2 piss me off... BUT i have all of u great peepz on buzznet =] thnx peepz luv ya

#4 Let's c... there's a guy at the campground I just came back from and his name is Sam... I DID lik him... but i hate him now... he preti much said he thought i was ugly RIGHT 2 my face... and he's a fuckin perv and an asshole so idk wat i EVER saw n him and he just called me but i didn't answer hehe HE JUST LOST A GREAT GIRL AND HE AIN'T GETTIN ME BACK EITHER I'VE MOVED ON (2 some1 better 2)

#5 I LOVE shopping =] hehe wat girl doesn't? 

#6 I hate it when i first wake up... and people ask me a lot of questions (that puts me n a BAAAAAAD MOOD) just let me listen 2 Panic! and Fall Out Boy first then ask all of the fuckin questions u want 2

#7 (O i'm almost done... NO this is fun lol) mmkk... so I love preti much EVERY love song!! no matter how bad it is... if it gives me butterflies I love it lol =} hehe

Ok this is the last 1... try not 2 cry... lol j/k

#8 4 the last 1... i'll tell u something... that's preti obvious lol... I LOVE RYAN ROSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha! he's so freakin hot and i love him! I'd walk 2... Pluto jus 2 meet him.. NO LIE I'M SERIOUS! I would =]

mmmmmmk... so 4 the peepz i'm tagging... here they r... enjoy bein tagged peoples i sure as hell did =] hehe